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Rumours and lies

Rumours people start

Lies follow

Never knowing who they hurt

Never knowing what they’re saying

Today, it’s him

Tomorrow, it will be you

Sometimes, we laugh

Sometimes, we cry

It’s all part of the act, you tell me

Then rage, when it gets too close

They want to get so close, too close

They go on, not  knowing the truth

The truth is ours, our reality.


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A thousand lives

We live a thousand lives together

Like children we play

Rejoicing

We knew each other

The cat and the mouse

Just delaying

Not daring to hope

The day I opened the door

Letting go at last

A past revisited together

Places we have been

So many adventures.

A new world beginning…

©elleonthego

Forever may not be long enough…


Are you looking for the bigger picture ?

There was always something missing.I searched in vain for years, took refuge in books early on.

I looked for the bigger picture, sometimes envying people who had a faith so strong that it carried them through life’s little and bigger dramas.

Becoming a mum, I found a whole new me.It gave me more understanding and renewed compassion.

From the moment this little baby started growing inside me, nothing has ever mattered more for me than the well-being of my children.

I have found Love now, yes the big one !

I found myself, finally understanding the little girl I once was.

I now am loved unconditionally and feel secure in that knowledge.

We have lived through tough and traumatic times as a result of my health but our love lives on , growing a little more everyday.

© elleonthego



Little One

Little one, another night terror, what brings them on?!

Holding you, eventually the cries die down until you are peaceful again, all the while fast asleep in my arms.

Glad I caught you just in time, you never even opened your eyes, just wished I knew how to prevent these night-time terrors.

Thankful you slept soundly afterwards and the lovely smile you gave when you did open your eyes this morning, reaching for me and embracing me.

I so love you.