When food is no longer food…

When food is used for comfort, to numb your feelings, the emptiness inside of you or the rage firing  you up.

When you no longer eat because you want to disappear, you no longer want to be seen.You want to stop the hurting and escape the perverts.

When you don’t know any better or don’t care, because eating junk is much easier , only to find you can never satisfy this hunger for fast food, you always want more of it.

When you spiral out of control and it’s so hard to rid yourself of all the emotional problems that pushed you into anorexia / bulimia.

When you become so ill, eating becomes yet another challenge.

So many reasons why food no longer is about eating and becomes the focus of your problems, masking the real issues.

Food for thought

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understanding eating disorders :  http://www.b-eat.co.uk/Home

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6 thoughts on “When food is no longer food…

  1. Là, je…toi, si malade, et tu fais tellement d’efforts pour t’alimenter, ce combat de tous les jours, combattre la nausée provoquée par tous ces médicaments…JT

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